TIME

Time is something I have lost this last week in my heart and life.With out too much life history for you,I was adopted somewhere around 3-6 months by my fathers parents who were the most wonderful parents in the world I was loved so much,I was truly blest. Now along with all of this I wasprivelidged to also have my birth mother knownto me and share my life. Even though she movedalot and didn't comeback into my life full time till a few years ago. She actually moved into my area. I talked to her a week ago on Saturdsay night about 7:00 or so. The next morning I received a call fromone of her friends whom she talked to each morning at 7:30 that she could not reach my mom, it is now 10 in the morning so I go to her house and find her and call 911- she had suffered a stroke on Saturday night. To not burden you with a long story-she was admited to ICU , many test,no responces and we had to put into hospice and she past away early Sunday morning May 2. I have no feelings, I am numbed still bu tgoing through the daily things I have to do . She would been 84 this week. Maybe after this week is finished and I have time to find myself I will be able to get back to the other t hings I love so much. I couldn't blog or think so I just have let everything go. Thank you for your thoughts. Hugs and prayers, Marie